Letter 120

If the world only know the truth about the secret pain I've been carrying for 17 years... it hurts Taj.. loving you and feeling as if we could never be together when I know you love me just as much as i love you and all you want is for me to be happy... but i cant. I don't know how to be... I love you so much but I can't ever be that girl you fell in love with when you were 22. I am not her anymore Taj. I am broken and you can never fix me. I am sorry